I keep wanting to write what im thinking and then up lacking the motivation to do it. I need an outlet, but i cant even muster up the energy to let it out. I don’t even know why i’m sad but im just so sad. My life seems absolutely meaningless right now. I am not doing anything to better myself of anyone and thats pretty shitty. This isnt what im supposed to be doing. This isnt where im supposed to be. If only i knew where to go from here.